my cat woke me up around 7-8 am. (When I close the kitty escape window and go to bed, he's pretty good about letting me sleep until dawn.) Took my trilep-turtle and dextrostat ... had some turkey sandwiches on toast. It is now 11:45 and I almost feel like getting dressed and going over to the Sunnyvale job center.

Catching up: Somehow I managed to wake up on Sunday morning and get to the meeting. Of course I was too hungry and bleary-eyed to really interact with people after the meeting, but it was rather positive that I was able to keep up with a somewhat involved discussion. Our visiting speaker talked about inherited imperfection/sin, how we need to acknowledge its tendency to "boss us around" like slaves. (So ADDers aren't alone in having impulse control problems ;-) Apparently the term "ransom" was legalese meaning "payment for damages," in effect a release clause, a way to buy us out of slavery. Interesting stuff.

For breakfast/lunch I went to Taco Bell and consumed about a half-gallon of Pepsi. Yes, I had some proteinaceous food on the side, but ultimately I didn't go to sleep that night since I was preparing to reinstall Windows :-( The next day I did some laundry even though my skin was twitching for lack of sleep. Most of Tuesday was spent sleeping. I was deliberate enough to take my meds and get in bed by 2 am. I have done pretty well staying consistent with my medication lately, and starting to do the same with trazodone.

If you want to accomplish your dreams .... take care of your brain!